Black Agenda Report
Black Agenda Report
News, commentary and analysis from the black left.

  • Home
  • Africa
  • African America
  • Education
  • Environment
  • International
  • Media and Culture
  • Political Economy
  • Radio
  • US Politics
  • War and Empire

For my Niece (and Me)
Raymond Nat Turner, BAR poet-in-residence
18 Jan 2023
🖨️ Print Article
For my Niece (and Me)

                                                                                                      For my Niece  

                                                                                                        (and Me )

                                                                                          “If ever I would leave you…

                                                                                          it wouldn’t be in Summer…”

                                                                                                 —Frederick Loewe

 

An invisible boxer’s blow

on the chin… Everything’s

fuzzy…

Everything’s a blue blur…

Can it ever be the same?

Velvet-gloved gut punch—

first surreal breath inhaled

by burglarized lungs. First breath

Without the one who pushed,

cursed, labored you into the mix—

jumped you in the game…

First surreal second

minute/hour

day/week

month/year

First surreal breath

inhaled

Without the one who pushed,

cursed, labored you into the mix—

jumped you in the game

Weeping…spending tears wisely—

you wish sweet, long Goodnight…

Grieving’s your puzzle; your prayer

strengthening memories pregnant with

Pain—And blurred by joy…

After the soprano hits tear notes; After

the last fiery phrase preached fades

After the quietest ride through the ‘hood

After uttering of “Ashes to ashes…”

After the flowers fade, wilt, brown; And

After the women go back to their shows and

hair— And the men back to boxing, basketball

and Church of the NFL

A song remains…

Let it lullaby you sleep—loop loving dreams

in living color;

Let it moan on its own—spirit swollen within;

Or, just

Let it sit silently in your throat and dissolve…

…like a honeyed, healing cough drop into:

“Sometimes I feel like a Motherless Child

Sometimes I feel like a Motherless Child

Sometimes I feel like a Motherless Child—

A long ways from home…”

© 2023. Raymond Nat Turner, The Town Crier. All Rights Reserved.

Raymond Nat Turner is a NYC poet; BAR's Poet-in-Residence; and founder/co-leader of the jazz-poetry ensemble UpSurge!NYC. You can Vote for his work at: GoFundMe and PayPal.

Grief

Do you need and appreciate Black Agenda Report articles? Please click on the DONATE icon, and help us out, if you can.


More Stories


  • American Democracy Is in the Mail
    Daniel Carpenter
    American Democracy Is in the Mail
    16 Sep 2020
    The post office could again become a platform for savings banks . while advancing broadband access to underserved communities
  • Labor Must Make Defense of Black Lives Its Own Imperative
    King Downing and Frances Madeson
    Labor Must Make Defense of Black Lives Its Own Imperative
    16 Sep 2020
    Some local unions have started to stand up to militias in much the same way as they have against police brutality.
  • Black Agenda Radio for Week of September 14, 2020
    Black Agenda Radio with Margaret Kimberley and Glen Ford
    Black Agenda Radio for Week of September 14, 2020
    15 Sep 2020
    Only Community Control Can Stop Police Atrocities
  • First and Foremost, Malcolm X Was “Black Minded”
    Black Agenda Radio with Margaret Kimberley and Glen Ford
    First and Foremost, Malcolm X Was “Black Minded”
    15 Sep 2020
    If he were alive today, Malcolm X “would be a harsh and clear critic of everything that’s happening” under the Black Lives Matter banner, said Michael Sawyer, a professor of Race, Ethnicity, a
  • Capitalism and Racism Entwined
    Black Agenda Radio with Margaret Kimberley and Glen Ford
    Capitalism and Racism Entwined
    15 Sep 2020
    “There’s long been a recognition of this intertwining of slavery, white supremacy, racism and capitalism,” said Dr.
  • Load More
Subscribe
connect with us
about us
contact us